April 29 Where do we go?

I have been missing you terribly. Is it mutual?

I keep thinking of all our good times when you made me fall in love with you.
The way you said "we fit together perfectly anyway we lay"
The way you would listen to my heart, and say "mine" during making love.
The way you use to look into my eyes.
The way we use to not be able to keep our hands and lips off each other.
The way we use to hold hands constantly.
The todd that I fell in love with promised to never break my heart or to cheat on me or to hurt me

Remember at nickelback how i offically became your old lady?
Remember how that night you told me you wanted your baby to live in my belly.
Remember how you said you wanted to put a ring on my finger
Remember when you first told me you loved me, I was out of the car for 5 minutes and you texted me saying you missed me and loved me

Remember how you sent me home with one of those green motor cross shirts, I wore it to bed every night until I moved in with you.
I couldn't get enough of you

I  never loved anyone til I met you, Where did that go?
Can I have that you back please?

The wedding night

The only reason you married me was to get my mothers money and so i would give her your last name isn't it?

It was all a joke to you
you wouldn't get me a ring, a pretty dress, makeup or my hair done or hotel room

When step dad brought you beer you just made a fool of yourself
you got drunk, puked and passed out while I cried in my lingerie rubbing my baby belly.
you never truly cared about us

Do you want us?

Do you want us in your life?
I thought I wanted you but I dont now.

I gave up so much for you. I never loved anyone except for you and you broke my heart .

I deserve so much better and so does she.

The puking and peeing on me was so degrading and when I took my doctors advice I got threatened.

Your mother broke my bubble coming into the house drunk that night. you know she did and you didn't do a thing about it.
that trailer was my bubble after your sister threatened me
i am going to bring her up so much better than anyone in your family was raised or ever will be raised and you fucking know it!

April 8th 2014

So we broke up the other day

I love you but you aren't going to change for us are you?

The drinking, Paul (hes a pervert), Timmy(he takes advange of you), and your mother(Oh where do i begin)

I love you because of the man you were when we first got together
The sweet little gifts like the necklaces and the flowers or even the cases of pop you would bring home.

I want to give her a better environment and a better upbringing than what you had
All the horror stories I heard about your childhood broke my heart.
Like when you told me your mother wanted to give you up and how she ended up pawning you off on your grandfather.
No one ever loved you except for me
the only love you because you try too hard
They abuse your hard earned money


You have to give up the drugs, the drinking, the gardening, B-town and start treating me like a human if you ever want to see her again.

I dont trust you with her, I never did and I never will.
your family as well, because of the stories I have heard that your mother didn't want to tell me about.